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PART 1: LEARNING 'TO BE STILL'
The following five years after that fateful decision produced no income at all. During that time I learned carpentry, sewing, cooking and by and large, how to live quite literally as the proverbial "starving artist." And I was thrilled! I went from driving a Cadillac convertible that I washed daily, $1,000 suits, and celebrating my week's commissions with a bottle of champagne, to no car, clothes to a minimum, and living on chicken, eggs, bread, and coffee. And painting. And painting. I applied what I learned in the Marine Corps, how to "adapt and overcome." I learned to be still. To wait. To listen to my heart. To not try to figure my next move. I waited until three months had passed. I became an instrument, allowing providence to show its wisdom. I realized I could not approach an
Because of the extreme loss of money, I designed a wonderful studio-easel using materials bought along sidewalk stalls along Canal Street in lower Manhattan. It was 1973, and in that period stencils and drum machines made copies. I put an advertisement in American Artist magazine and, surprisingly, sold $1,000 worth of plans, copied and stapled, on how to make an artist's easel for a few dollars. With that success, I realized direct-mail advertising could possibly bring my work to the Irish people through Irish newspapers. The first paper I approached was "The Irish People," with offices in upper Manhattan. Bringing an armful of paintings of Ireland there, I met an exciting, passionate woman named Maureen McKenna Armstrong. When she saw my efforts, she exploded into a passionate description of recent dreams she had. These dreams envisioned her offices with walls covered in paintings of Ireland. Glory be to God, how things have a way of playing out! That was "B" in my journey, "A" being the initial decision to add my efforts to the present part of Irish history. I sit here now in June 2004 somewhere in the alphabet of my journey, writing my recollections of how these grass-roots "letters" played to the tune of God's hand.
"Wednesday and gorgeous! 65 (degrees) this afternoon and accompanied by a sky outdoing itself in beauty all day. It is now 5:35 PM and I watch a setting sun behind the mountain.
I observed and mentally recorded all I saw. Each new painting would reflect my growing awareness. My landscape paintings were becoming "real and true" because nature herself was revealing her intensely intimate secrets directly to my heart. I learned a confidence of "seeing" that hadn't fully matured until that fateful decision to do art full-time. I paint more broadly, with a faster brush. Brief-fast-seeing-sensitive-poetic-happy and fine.
I didn't know what an artist was. I had to live it, every moment. It had to become a way. A way of being. An ownership of self and a way of seeing through vision instead of through eyes made of clay and water. For what good could come of that I have since come to know. Thomas Merton wrote, "The more we are content with our own poverty the closer we are to God, for then we accept our poverty in peace, expecting nothing from ourselves and everything from God."
"Today—I will do exactly everything I wish and feel!!" On reflecting on 31 years as a work in progress, some experiences stand out as bliss got in unanticipated ways.
My pride, if it could be called that, would say that the 9,000 years of Irish red blood of my ancestors flowing through my American veins gives me the distinction of living the best of both worlds. At once ancient, sensual, carnal and fair, intimate with the heart and soul of the Irish land, sky, and sea, and the blessed freedom born of revolution and courage and opportunity in the USA. I live in the best of times. And in that knowledge, I feel deeply obliged to be one with those who went before me but are me. To be refreshment to their heavenly souls and in a forgotten hint of song … hear their kindly words "Well done, Edmund, well done." WGT READ PART 2 OF EDMUND SULLIVAN'S SERIES: COMING TO KNOW THE IRISH. Coming soon, RETURNING TO KERRY, Part 3 of "Painting 'Mother Ireland,'" artist Edmund Sullivan's reminiscences of his decades-long career devoted to depicting the glories of Irish landscapes. This page was produced by Joseph E. Gannon, and edited by Gerry Regan.
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